FELDISA YULIA

Hello. Let's me introduce my friend here. Her name is Feldisa Yulia. She is from Indonesia- Bangka- Sumatera. She is currently studying at Singapore- Shuqun Secondary School which located at Jurong East- West part of Singapore. She was my ex-hostelmate since 1 years ago. She is a secondary four express student. She is a part of my life when I am online. Why do I say so? I will chat with her whenever I am online. She will webcam with me too. She is damn nice,isn't it? Do you think so? I am still do not know. hahahaha~ phew`

Her birthday is on 13th July, I haven't brought anything to her yet. But I have known what I should do. She is a nice person to chat with. She always likes to say that she is Lia Adorable just like me Welly Gorgeous. I know that she miss her badly. Right,Lia?

Eh,lia,gw dah nulis lorh, U see..hahaha.. cape dhe. Loe mesti baca blog gw trus ok!

Graduation Night; St Joseph's JC @ Indonesia

Hey, I had attended the graduation night of my ex-school; St Joseph's Junior College ( SMU Santo Yusup ) when I went back to Indonesia. 14 June 2008. I am no longer the student of that school but I was still so thick skin. Hahaha.. Eh, my best friend asked me go ok,if not I also did not want to go. Anyway, it was enjoyable and fun. 100% students promoted to University. I am so proud of you,man! But I do not think that all of them are continuing their studies to University. They want to find job with their good 'A' level certificate. I hope that they can find the job that they want then. Of course,some of my friends are coming to Singapore to study at Polytechnic. They will use their 'A' level certificate and apply to that particular course that they want to take. Just in case that they are not successful, they still have another way to study in Singapore. They are smart enough! Precisely, We are Indonesian! ^^V They have paid a certain amount of money to take their GCE 'O' levels 2008 in Singapore. Thus,they are private candidates. I think they will come here in the late of June.

For the top students in 'A' levels in my school, Jimmy, he will apply NTU @ Singapore at once. He will study in NTU. He is so intelligent. I was astounded to hear from St Joseph's JC's principal that Jimmy got the Top Student Award. He was not that clever when he was in the primary school and secondary school. I heard from my BEST BEST friend,Lindy, He started to change his attitude towards his studies when he was in JC third years(semester2). His grade increased tremendously. Congratulation,Jimmy! =)

My friend,Wan Wisani, she will then apply NUS @ Singapore using her 'A' level certificate. She will apply to NUS on October. She is now preparing her English at British Council for 1 month. She is staying at NUS's hostel with her sister.

Hahaha, hello,we all are 19 years old,then some of them are preparing themselves to NTU and NUS @ Singapore. I am such an idiot,still in New Town Secondary School, secondary five. Anyway, different people have different way towards their life. I have chosen my way to come here,then I have just needed to follow what I have chosen.

Congratulations to all my friends!!!!

Tomorrow, start of term 3, week 1! I will go to school of course. Ooh ya, today is 22nd June 2008, my Christiano Chan Wan Xing, has come to this world 1 month!!!! Horray! Welcome him to be a part of my family. I miss him badly. My brother told me that he had just a haircut,botak,hahaha and he looks funny. Christiano Chan is my nephew and I am his Xiao Shu (Uncle). I love him alot. I wish I have my own son too. hahaha.. Better don't! Study first! Earn more money! Have a stable job and good salary!

** Christiano, Xiao Shu will come back and see you again on December okay! I think on that month, you have 8 months liao. I will buy something for you too.

Perhaps, all my friends now have chosen what course that they will take in either Poly or University. How's about me? They kept asking me what I will take after my 'O' levels. Okay, I think I will go to NIE @ Singapore ( National Institute of Education ) to take Diploma in Education Programme in Malay Language and Literature. I will be a Malay Teacher. If not, I will go to Ngee Ann Polytechnic to take Banking and Finance Services.

Now I don't want to think so much. I just want to study hard for my GCE 'O' levels on October. After that go holiday on December with my best friends, Bali then. Shit, I have flu. I hope that I can recover soon.

I am afraid of something again

I really do not know what is happening right now. My mind is puzzled due to weird stuff. Okay, after bathing, I went to wash my clothes into the laundry. I remembered that my socks which are outside my house's door. I went to get my key in my room to go out and take the socks. I saw that things the was locking. In fact, yesterday, I did not lock the door with that things. I am flabbergasted of course. My mind started to think about 'ghost' again. omg! I can not think that way every time. But I am thinking, why all of them are not here then so much odd stuff is looking forward me. I am bewildered. I need to think positively. Perhaps yesterday I had used the to lock the door.

I think, I won't tell the landlord what was happened when they were not at home! Ghost is everywhere. If I did not do anything bad or illegal,why should I scared of? I hope that I can just erased all my dirty memories about ghost in my mind then. If not, I won't stay here happily. Okay, from now on,I try myself not to think about that anymore. I promise!!!

I am going to continue my homeworks right now. I really need someone that is able to advise me tos top thinking about it anymore. Stay calm and focus on my studies are the most important. Miss them a lot!!!

Welly vs Welly

Today, I am still alone at home. They all will come back from Batam Island on sunday. I do not wish to go out even though I am bored everyday at home. I have flu and sore throat,really need to drink a lot of water then. 2 days more to monday,start my new life in New Town Secondary School. Alex will come back on today. I do not know what time it is anyway ( when I wrote this,alex is online ).

Almost my classmates from St. Joseph Junior College will come to Singapore to study this year. Wow, they have graduated,man! I am still in Secondary School. Wth. I really want to change my attitude right now towards my family,friends,and studies. GCE O levels are not as easy as I think..

Hmm, yesterday, I was so timid. The Air- Conditioner was working even though the plug is not on. What the.. I am quite a coward guy when I am alone. But when I have companion, I won't that timid okay. I only quite afraid of ghost. I tried to make my mind busy so that I would not think of that stuff. Then, I cleaned my books and stuff and chatting with 7 people. hahahha...

I was happy when I saw that person was online but the person did not talk to me too much. I am quite sad. I am thinking I am falling in love of someone. Even though we are apart, but I can feel you next to me. I am in dillema to fall in love to who I want,in fact. I am such a play boy. But, I can not fall in love in the crucial period, GCE O LEVELS!!!

I am scared that my history will be repeated again. Kena cheated? She doesn't like me at all but I insisted her to be with me? It's so childish. Forget it about it anymore. I just wanted to clean my brain clearly about them. hahahaha..

Shuman and Mcylne's problem have not solved yet! How? Sigh~

I am still not talking with Png Shi Hui. Actually, this year is the last year,so we need to be good friends so that we are able to keep in touch when we go to different instituition just like Poly, JC and NIE (me!!!) I will stay at home all the way,not even going out. I just do not feel like going out. Why? I do not know. I still have a lot of things to solve and think about it. Sometimes, I feel like it is not that critical,why should I bother?

You people are you satisfied with this world? I am not - Lockon Stratos

Just like,kim,shu man,naz,yi wen, alex and so on will have tuition soon. Should I have too? It's so hard for me to take my money to have tuition. I think I need to work hard first then see how then. I am just like tasting bitter herbs and in the hot soup. Sometimes, I saw other people's life will be a bed of roses. How's about me? hahaha..

I want to change my idiosyncrasy. Can I? I always repeat my bad habits. I want to change Welly to a better Welly!!! Be honest, I think in class,the only two person that I can communicate well with are Alex Cheah and Wansiri then. Shu man? ok barh..ehehehhe..

Indonesian out there,I am missing you!!!! Can you hear me???

I miss my family,friends,buddy and foods in my island. I wish I can go back as soon as possible. My June holiday was really enjoyable. I went to my ex-classmate's farewell party organised by my school. If I did not choose my way to come to Singapore, I think I am in University now. I am puzzled. Anyway,I can not think too much about that anymore as I have chose the way here, I need to put my full effort to do it better. O levels are coming soon.

My Christiano Chan Wan Xing is so adorable and good-looking. He really look alike his father who is my brother. I miss him badly.. I will see him again in December then.

Alex is coming back soon from Shanghai. Welcome you to Singapore ^^V

I will start to wear my contact lens to school. New Look.

I am really bored staying at home but I do not feel like going out then. I still have a lot of things to do. I promise Lindy that I will study hard just like Jimmy!!!
Lindy,do not forget,we will have our holidays to Jakarta on December. You are really my best friend I ever have. I believe that we are brothers forever.